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does anyone else feel like they’re just trapped in some weird fever dream rn or
does anyone else feel like they’re just trapped in some weird fever dream rn or
“i just wanna hate you. wanna take your heart in my hand and crush it until you know what you’ve done to me. i wanna hate you for telling me not to sing or not to cry or not to think about it too much. it’s been 7 fucking months and i still can’t say your name without a behind-the-scenes sequence of the love i gave you. you made me cold, you know? took the softest part of me and left it in the sun till it rotted and rotted. even the good memories taste bitter to me, my lost love. they taste like the times i gave you all of me but you couldn’t even come down to see me. i wish i could hate you, babe. but you still got it. you still got me.”— please don’t come back // redrosepoet
““No feelings.” He says. “No feelings,” I agree. “Just the here and now.“ He takes my hand. I dismiss the infinitesimal flutter in my stomach that seems to last an eternity. No feelings. He kisses me with the force of his entire being - until it leaves me shaking. No feelings. He takes my laughter and condenses it into a glass jar for rainy days. For when he’s gone. No feelings. He tells me his secrets and I tell him why I have trust issues and he lets me rest my head on his chest. "No feelings,” he says. “No feelings.” I echo. I hope he doesn’t mean it. I know that I don’t.”— Sue Zhao // “Timing”
“How you make others feel about themselves says a lot about you.”— Unknown (via bl-ossomed)
“I look up at the stars and wonder if you think about what it would be like to kiss me again.”— kenzie lawson
